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About GC, 2rd Change Part #2

About two weeks i'm have been messaging with her since the first surprise message that i'm received. Lots of stuff and things we were talking. I gave her one hint about how much i like her but i'm guessing she didn't manage to figure it out. It is not that i'm afraid to told her but something been holding me in what reason that i'm really don't know.

Maybe i'm thinking so much about the consequence that possible happen when it confirm to be my sweetie. Maybe i'm should told her honestly or pretending as usual but one thing that i'm sure about her is when i'm calling her sweetie, she didn't mad at all in times two weeks while we are messaging. At one time i'm seriously told her how much i'm will support her in what ever situation that comes to her and we promised to take care each others.

It's that mean she like me or not? Oh gosh, this difficult task to me. Too much question floating in my head. Maybe should ask her about her feeling to me whether is more like friend or special friend or just asking her to be my sweetie directly and wait for her reaction to those question. Yup, i'm should do it and than will know the answer but what if the answer is no same as last time i'm propose her?

Should i'm given up or waiting for her? Until than, we wait and see.

About GC, 2rd Change Part #1

When first time seeing her, i don't know whether i'm fall in love with her or not. Each time seeing her, my heart always beeping so hard. Don't why but it's that my heart feels. Everyday excited to see her even thought we didn't talk to much to each others but i'm feel comfortable with her.

Two years ago, i have been purpose her but she rejected me because she saying that she already taken by someone. I'm accepted with pleasure. Thinking that is not my destiny to having her and plus it's against my rules. But in present days after several years didn't message and big surprise to me which is 4 days ago she message me.

Honestly i'm very happy and thought should taking this change to tackle her again to be my sweetie. He He..Don't know whether she can accept it or not? Just wait and see the conclusion of last message that i have been send to her last night.

Hopefully she can figure it out. If not, just acting as usual and pray that one days she will love me. Love can't be rushed, it takes time to know it.

P/s: Feel so nervous with the last message.

P/s/s: First entry using fully English.

P/s/s/s: Macam gampang grammar. Hehe...